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the thing about moving all your life is you leave little bits of your past around the world and you THINK you close that chapter as it is when you leave, but when you start looking back the book isn't the same.
things change,
people move on.
and if you don't too, you're gonna be left behind.
it's taken me probably 18 years to actually understand what people have been saying all these years. time doesn't wait for anyone.
the past is the past so as cliche as it might sound, no more crying over spilt milk, go hard or go home.
no regrets.
i think i'll still listen to songs with sad lyrics just because though. hahahhaahah
but seriously,
moving on now........
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[11 Apr 2009|01:43pm] |
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KT Tunstall - On The Other Side Of The World |
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KT TUNSTALL LYRICS
"Other Side Of The World"
Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an iceberg
Waiting to change
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like the water
All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water
The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's to hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world to me
On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along
The fire fades away
Can you help me
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore
The fire fades away
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| Broken In |
[01 Mar 2009|09:08pm] |
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Candleburn - Dishwalla |
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wherever i go, whatever i do,
i wonder where i am, in my relationship to you.
wherever you go, wherever you are,
i watch your pretty life play out, in pictures from afar....
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| leaving on a (jet) plane, don't know when i'll be back again... |
[20 Feb 2009|05:09am] |
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John Mayer - Comfortable |
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Dear Singapore,
you are the same as I always remembered, I'll always remember. the food, the people, the heat. the food, the people, the people. the people the people the people... every time i come back here i wonder if giving up NS was worth it but i guess i'll never know huh. WELL, i wish you the best of luck over the next year and when i come back next year we'll catch up, once again.
till then. :)
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| ohhhh damn |
[15 Feb 2009|03:10pm] |
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John Mayer - In Your Atmosphere |
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my flight out is on the 22nd of feb at 7 in the asshole morning. i.... don't know how i'm going to wake up
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| DETAILLLLSSSS |
[12 Dec 2008|09:15pm] |
:O mum planned out my trip to/from sydney/singapore/malaysia anddd so far the details are as followsss!
24/01 6pm - 11pm SYD to SG
25/01 10:15 pm - 11:10 pm SYD to MSIA
04/02 8:40 pm - 9:35 pm MSIA to SG :D:D:D:D
anddd SG to SYD around the 15th of febbbb :S
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| wowowow |
[01 Dec 2008|10:22pm] |
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Charice Pempengco - I Have Nothing |
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got 2 wisdom teeth removed today, fkn swollen like a bitch now haha. would make for a (rather disgusting) photo but i can't open my mouth wide enough to take one. hahahah
in other news, http://www.smh.com.au/news/specials/science/heavens-smile-on-you/2008/11/28/1227491827180.html!!! googogog
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| r u srs? |
[10 Nov 2008|02:26am] |
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Clazziquai - You Never Know |
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Hello there how you doing,
I've got all these thoughts just floating through my brain.
They bump and they collide,
and cause a flurry of confusion and it's,
gettin on my nerves.
I try to hold myself together,
fighting off this mental weather,
when I can.
But this shit storm's never ending,
And the atmospheric pressure is calling for rain.
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| ohhh GOOGOHHH |
[19 Oct 2008|11:18pm] |
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Modest Mouse - Paper Thin Wals |
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for those of you who haven't, go look up 'justkiddingfilms' on youtube, watch the 'unco same gets jacked' then watch parts 1,2 and 3 of the unco story. hahahah it is hilarity. EPIC lols
anyway, haven't blogged in a while because THE HSC HAS STARTED!!! :S in other news, my sister cut my hair the other day :O but instead of showing you a picture, i will instead fill up my blog-space with my creative writing piece i prepared for English Paper 1's Journey's module for the 'escape'
I love my job, it takes me everywhere.
Paris. the glitter covered catwalk stretched deep into the room, coloured spotlights lining it's shape on the ceiling. i position myself at the end of it and wait for the lights to go out. cheering from fans, friends and over-appreciative men fill the room, doubling in volume when the first model steps onto the catwalk. the flashing lights make the tall french model seem even taller and the many other camera flashes seem to magically alter her costume everytime I look up. As she neared the edge, i shout "confidence, that's it!' Snap. her luscious blonde hair flares up as she changes her pose. Snap. "Great smile, great smile.' i yell out and as she turns to walk away, she looks behind her shoulder and winks...
Tokyo. The sky is littered with stars but the neon lights from the outdoor fashion parade steal away their natural beauty. The constant changing of light intensity and patterns imprint coloured shapes into my eyes, painting a different picture in my head each time I blink. Hundreds of people rushing about – teenagers talking about shopping and games while food stall owners yelling out discounted prices for delectable street snacks – with their voices combining to sound almost like shouting. Struggling to keep my balance, I take every moment that I am not bumped against as an opportunity to snap a photo, with cheeky teenagers occasionally jumping into the background with childish poses. ‘just a few more hours…’ I think to myself.
New York. I pull out a few lenses and adjust accordingly to suit the lighting. Christine, an emerging model nervously removes her jacket to reveal a lovely summer dress. She gives me a worried look to await my nod of approval. A strong wind blows against it, making her look somewhat like a flag pole as the flower patterns of her dress flap against her bony frame. Leaning back, I capture her awkward poses as the 2 other models giggle at Christine’s shyness. Snap. I take another priceless picture of Christine fixing her hair. Snap. One more before she covers her ears to shut out the sound of the airplane flying above us. All of us pause and follow it's path with our eyes...
Home. I pull out a folder and enter the dark room. Carefully, I slide each film sheet gently into the solution and I watch as clear images of the models faces form, with extravagant costumes decorating the rest of the picture. I smile to myself, turn off the lights and close the door behind me. Reaching for the remote controller, Closing my eyes, I fall into my sofa, it’s large cushions absorbing my tired aching body. As I about to enter the tranquil realm of sleep, a sudden high pitched laughter cuts through the air, making me snap my eyes open and look towards the source of the sound. My mind tells me to calm down as I realize it is only the television. Relieved to find no flashing lights, no hustling of people and no forces of nature to deal with, I embrace the serenity of it all, the blissful escape from my hectic job.
I love my job. It takes me many places; Paris, Tokyo, even New York. Then, it takes me home.
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| NO WAY |
[24 Aug 2008|10:41pm] |
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Wondergirls - Take It |
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attention 'kiasu' singaporeans, here's a deal you'll NEVER get.
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| hahah |
[20 Aug 2008|06:35pm] |
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Young Steff - Disintegrate |
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3 more english essays (in 2 hours!!) and one more physics prac to go and trials are OVER! hahahah in the meantime,
http://shrinadja.multiply.com/video/item/26/Hitler_complaining_about_ERP
watch!
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| OMG TRIALS ARE COMING!! |
[31 Jul 2008|07:09pm] |
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Closure in Moscow - Dulcinea |
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her name is Dulcinea, her country El Toboso, a village of La Mancha,
her rank must be at least that of a princess, since she is my queen and lady,
and her beauty superhuman,
since all the impossible and fanciful attributes of beauty which the poets apply to their ladies are verified in her;
for her hairs are gold, her forehead Elysian fields,
her eyebrows rainbows, her eyes suns,
her cheeks roses, her lips coral,
her teeth pearls, her neck alabaster,
her bosom marble, her hands ivory,
her fairness snow, and what modesty conceals from sight such,
I think and imagine, as rational reflection can only extol,
not compare.
but anyway... OMG TRIALS ARE COMING!!!! study hard niggas
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| :O |
[01 Jul 2008|10:22pm] |
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American Hi-Fi - Flavour of the Week |
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omg
( what's balut? )
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| HAHAHAAHAH |
[02 Jun 2008|11:17pm] |
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Regina Spektor - Fidelity |
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hahaha ok some of you might rmb a youtube baby called Ally doing the blonde 'what-EVER' thing but this baby is the cutest one EVER.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fVDGu82FeQ
omg things keep getting bettered! :D BLUUUUD?????
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| LOLOLOLOL |
[01 Jun 2008|09:16pm] |
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Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone |
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HAHAHAHAHAH ok i've been around the world and heard some pretttty strange names before but NOTHING beats this one. not Beetwho from India, !xobile from Africa or even Apple or PAPER from Hong Kong's Disneyland. this one is the winner of all.
( Interested? click to reveal.. )
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| BOOYA |
[30 May 2008|10:32pm] |
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Say Anything - Alive With The Glory Of Love |
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YEEEOW~!. went to get my L's today and exactly 4 minutes and 34 seconds after the ass-long registration (i had to wait for this indian couple to finish before me and they took ages cos they couldn't speak english properly) i passed the L's test with 100%! :D
concentrate on the license and not the kiddy hair cut please. :D
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| MONKEY IN THE PANTS!!!! |
[20 Apr 2008|07:40pm] |
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Anberlin - Day Late |
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DAMMIT!! i should be studying, considering i have exams in 2 weeks, but i saw jordan's nick, which read :"marvinspectrum101! :D" so, being the nosy parker i am, i googled it and it brought me to this site..
http://www.monkeyinthepants.com/fg.php?n=marvinspectrum&w=525&h=275
i have been trying (on the endless mode) to get past 100 but it's IMPOSSIBLE!! it took me so long just to get past 50!! hahah! :S :S :S my top score is 65 and i have decided to stop trying because even failing at maths makes me feel better. :(
btw, if anyone gets 101 on this, there's another mode called TURBO mode, which is what jordan actually got 101 on. hahahah happy failing!!
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| CH-CH-CH-CHECK IT OUT!! |
[18 Apr 2008|03:26pm] |
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John Mayer - I'll Find Another You |
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I remember one day in singapore, Gerald and i went to far east to check out a new shop called Depression on the 4th floor of Far East Plaza and after trying some shirts, the owner asked to take our photos for the website! and tada! :D:D
YEOW!!!! HAHAHAHH
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| (: (: (: |
[16 Apr 2008|11:13pm] |
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Blink 182 - Everytime I Look For You |
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Dear facebook,
i thank you. and if i get lucky, i'll love you forever.
tell you in a few days time ;)
thanks, BEN :D :D
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